A porn star at 40 realizes his greatest performance is pretending he's fine.
Season 3 • Episode 9
LatestThe award winning series comes to an end. Ryan tries to pick up the pieces after he winds up back in his old apartment. A cheap client gets on his nerves. Julien provides some comfort; Ryan confronts Jay. Ryan and Rosa make a big decision.
Since working as an adult film star and escort since his early twenties, Ryan Crosby, aka Rod Driver, has had a pretty easy life when you think about it. But what happens when you hit forty and the clients aren't calling as much as they used to and doing porn has, well... lost its appeal. Suddenly you begin to see things a bit clearer and you begin to ask yourself questions. What am I doing with my life? Is there something else I can do? What am I passionate about? You realize that you need to make a change. But how do you move forward from the life you no longer want? After an awkward meeting with a career counselor, who tries to extract information about his job history, Ryan heads home and the weight of his situation hits him hard.
Acting
La Cause's vulnerable, vanity-free lead performance.
Writing
Specific, lived-in sex worker perspective rarely seen.
Production
DIY web series grit that amplifies authenticity.
Creator
Sebastian La Cause
Trivia, insights & behind the scenes
One of the first web series centering a gay male sex worker's interior life rather than titillation.
Sebastian La Cause crowdfunded Season 2 after fans demanded more of Ryan's messy journey.
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